Thursday, January 31, 2013

QUESTIONS UNANSWERED .

in feeling like a zombie aft waking up from my 6 hr nap . its a nap to me cos 6hrs is really short . haha . 

so at 6.02am , 31st january 2013 , i received my posting results . its my 2nd choice yet again. 'MOE : LI TINGHUI you have been posted to NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE (N59) ' 

from that moment onwards, i was scared . i have millions of questions running through my mind. 

Will i do well ?

Will i make new friends ?

Will i be judged ?

Will i be able to cope well ? 

Will i drift away from those that i knew so well ?

Will i become a vain and materialistic girl ?

Will take fashion into so much consideration ?

Will i remain as myself and not change .

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i just feel like crying my heart out now . what should i do ?

on the other hand , i should take this as an opportunity to start my life anew .

i should'nt worry too much .

im fated to be in Ngee Ann , so i shall just accept whats in stored for me .


anyways , my xiao meimei got what she wanted ! she's a nyjc girl now ! so excited to see her in ny uni ahahah .

to those who did'nt get what you wanted , try no to dwell on it so much and accept the outcome :D i once accepted that i was enrolled into CCHY , and now i have no regrets . ;) cheerup peeps !

i should try and cheerup too .

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