STAY STRONG

Bad morning and im looking at my retarded self to maybe cheer myself up LOLz . I woke up with a very very bad headache and im not sure if its migraine or just headache that resulted from the stupid retainers im wearing. 

Over the weekends i had a swollen eye and sore throat and a bad runny nose and now its still persisting and i feel like a living zombie, literally. 

Going to school for 3 hours of lessons and then CO or maybe studying in the library with Xinyi. Am wondering whether is it really worth it to go to school later.

Studies have been bad, i've learnt nothing from lectures cos its just right ear in, left ear out. Really need to get rid of this shitty attitude of mine LOL. 

Yesterday i had a htht with Liyi and that was the first time ever that i've let out what i've been holding in for 10 freaking months. No, i didnt cry and all but yea, she gone through what i've been through so she understands. Liyi wo ai ni :)

Tmr is comiss elearning means that we can stay at home while attending lessons but no, i still have to go to school cos comiss ends at 5 and i probably cant get to school on time for training unless the bus driver gone mad and decides to speed or i've gone mad and decides to take a cab to school. Nah, nothing of the the above will happen and i still have to bring my burdernsome and heavy laptop to school shucks. -.- 

Alright time to prepare for school i hope nothing in school continues to piss me off as my mood is alr bad from the start. 

Bye !